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questions

My head is full of questions.

Questions which I will never ask.

I don't want the answers.

This is a completely idiotic stance of course. Particularly considering that the answers I make up on my own are far worse than the real ones could ever be.

One would think that being aware of a problem would make one more able to correct it.

The more aware of it I become, the more likely it is that I will run away and join the circus.